Getting medication on time.

I am not actually sure what title to give this post.

I was recently in a consultation type meeting with a range of service users to discuss the nursing program at one of the universities in Edinburgh. They are being revalidated and want to make sure that the course is producing the best possible nurses it can who are fully prepared for life as a staff nurse.

One thing that came up that has been preying on my mind and the more I think about it the more it bothers me. As the group was made up of a range of people age, gender, background, reason for being at the consultation. There were a few people there representing Parkinson’s- either as someone with Parkinson’s, a carer or someone who works for Parkinsons UK.

The issue of medication came up in conversation and it felt like some had a bit of an agenda as they kept going on about how people with Parkinson’s when in hospital must get their medications the right time otherwise their can be negative effects if it is late. This was a statement that was repeated many times stating that the medication often had to be given out with normal drug rounds.

It felt like to me that those with Parkinson’s,their medication was more important than other patients who need medication. I take medication which is prolonged release and has to be taken at specific times which are out with normal drug rounds and must be taken otherwise blood levels drop and this can have a detrimental effect on my breathing and could cause an attack which may or may not end up needing intensive care.

What bothered me so much is that there was no regard for other people and their conditions and the medication that they are on. I know from experience of doing drug rounds it is very difficult to juggle everything but we do our best. Every patient is just as important as the next and every patients medication is just as important to them as all the other patients. If a patient was able I would ask them to remind me to come and give them their medication if it was out with a drug round or if able I would let them self medicate so they would get their medication when it was due. This can not always be done so we as nurses need to remember and we do try. I was thinking as a nurse if I went into a bay of patients and only did one patients drugs and told the others they would get theirs done in time but this patient needed their now. It would make me feel like I was selecting this patient and treating them differently to the others.

What I am trying to get across is that every patient is just as important as the next and everyones medication is just as important to them as the next persons. There are many medications which like the medication for Parkinson’s needs to be given at set times otherwise there is detrimental effects. I really felt like there was no regard for other people and their condition. Parkinsons is an awful condition and I have a good friend who has had Parkinson’s since the age of 8 but getting medication on time is just as important for us as well.

Im not sure if I am saying thins properly and if its making sense but everyone is just as important and medication  being on time is no more important for someone with Parkinson’s than someone with diabetes or asthma for example.

As a patient I advocate for myself. I ask the nurses if I can self medicate that way I remove the anxiety that can develop if I am not able to get medication when I need it. For example if my chest is very wheezy I am able to put a nebuliser on and then let the nurses know, or if my prolonged release theophylline is due I ask the nurses for it or if they are doing a drug round ahead of time I ask if they can leave it out so I can take it when it was time. Nurses try their best and do what they can but we as patients need to advocate for ourselves to make sure we get what we need when we need it but doing it in a way that is not being disruptive and demanding.

I hope I have not come across as disregarding people with Parkinson’s and the importance of their medication as I know it is important but other medications for people are just as important. I always worry when I attend these type of consultations when there is a few who seem to have an agenda or dominate conversation.

I am going to leave this now but would appreciate others thoughts on this post as it has had me thinking a lot.

No wonder asthmatics don’t go to hospital early!

One of my previous posts I titled as the most terrifying experience. At the time I thought it was, but sadly it was not and last week it went to a whole new level of scariness.

I had not been discharged long but I needed up needing to go back to hospital.

It all started well. I was seen in resus and after a few hours was stabilised with IV Magnesium, IV Salbutamol, IV Hydrocortisone and lots of nebulisers driven by oxygen. All was going well. My care plan was being followed and all going well. Maybe a little to well!! Coming out of resus was where it all went downhill and led to the worst time I have ever had.

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Being moved from resus to IC/HD is always a good move so when they said I was moving I was happy. It meant I was getting better and on the road to recovery. This was not the case this time. There was a plan in place for when I was moved. To continue on back to back nebs to keep on top of my attack but this was not done. I had to wait an hour and a half and ask over 6 times to get a neb to be told by a nurse I was fine and he was too busy and would come back to be later. By this time my blood pressure was rising my heart rate was rising and my oxygen was dropping. This was not the time to say I was fine and he would come back to me. I felt the nurse didnt think I was ill. I thought he thought that because I was young I would be ok. I was not ok. I was terrified. It was harder and harder to breathe and I thought by going in early I would be seen early and be back out again. I kept asking for nebulisers and not getting them. writing it like that makes it sound like I was unhappy because I was not getting what I wanted but it was far from it. I was desperate for a neb. My chest was getting tight and I really couldn’t breathe. On top of that I was scared and thinking all this stuff about what might happen. Eventually I got to see a Dr who questioned why I had not had the nebs etc I was meant to. I felt relief at being given a neb but also because I thought the plan would be followed again.

I got two nebs but after that it all slipped away again. I tried to tell the nurse about my care plan but was told he didnt need to see it and wasn’t his concern. I kept asking for nebs but was being told he was too busy. I am sure he was busy but all the times he told me he was busy would have taken up more time than actually giving me a neb and the amount of time he had to look after me in the long run. I ended up using my own supply of nebules to treat myself as I felt so scared and want to get better. By this time I had had enough. I tried to get up so I could get dressed but I fell and really hurt my knee but at this point a combination of lethargy, fear, tiredness and the effects of the asthma attack were taking their toll and I decided it was time to self discharge myself. It was rash but I felt it necessary. It got the attention I needed and the Dr came over to see me with the nurse in tow. I also ended up being reviewed by intensive care. I told the nurse that this was all on him and if I went to ITU or had a prolonged admission it was on him and I strongly believe it was. His attitude was horrible and it has made me really question going into hospital and getting help. If I saw him again as I came into A&E I would refuse to go in as I really thought I may not get out of A&E in his hands.

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After falling and threatening to self discharge I was moved through to the assessment unit where I was in such a state they wanted to give me lorazepam to calm me down. Thankfully the Dr had been filled in on what had happened and knew I just needed out of A&E and I would be ok and they were right. The rest of the admission was fairly uneventful but I shall blog about it another time.

I wanted to concentrate on my experience in A&E. I have had so much time to think about it and the consequences of it. A few years ago the national review of asthma deaths was published highlighting the shocking statistics of asthma death and admissions to hospital. From this I tried my hardest to make sure I was very proactive with my treatment and get help quickly to as to make asthma less of a killer than it is. How can we do this if asthma is not taken seriously in hospital where it is meant to be safe and you are meant to be looked after.

I am lucky in that I have been to hospital a lot and luckily never had such an experience and I knew what I needed. What would have happened had I been new to asthma or not known what was happening. I was able to self medicate to make sure I was ok but others may not have been so lucky and the statistics would just get worse. 

The support I have received from Drs, and the respiratory nurses has been fantastic and I have had the help to come to terms with what has happened and also will get the help to put a complaint in about the treatment I received. It is important that feed back is given because if I have been so scarred by events imagine what someone else could have been. They may have taken themselves out of A&E and died from not getting help for their asthma. Its important to get the message out and get people to see how serious asthma is.

I have never made a complaint to a hospital about the treatment I received but I feel this time it is so important that I do for a number of reasons. I was still trying to come to terms with my previous hospital admission and how I went down hill so quickly in a safe environment, I also had lacrosse trials of Scotland and it was my 30th birthday which I had a number of plans for. All of which I missed as a result of the poor care I was given. I may be unfairly putting all the blame on one person and that person being the nurse but to me it is no
t unfair. The way in which I was spoken to and the lack of respect and care I was given has left a huge black mark and really scarred me. For my own sanity I need to deal with this and make it known what happened and what is being done to resolve it.

It will take a lot for me to get my confidence back and feel safe going to A&E again. I know I will have to go back to A&E at some point and the whole reason I do everything about raising awareness for asthma is to changes opinions of asthma and get people getting help early by taking it seriously. If I don’t feel confident and don’t go to hospital for help then I am a hypocrite and should stop doing all the raising awareness and campaigning I do.

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As you can tell this has left a really black mark on me and I will get over it but it will take time. I do want to add that as a nurse myself I do understand how busy days/nights can get and we can’t do everything the patient wants us to do but when you see them laughing and joking and talking about nights out standing round the computer it is fair to see and hear they are not as busy as they are saying and when I see them as a patient doing this it makes me really angry.

I would hate to be in this situation again which is why I am going to share it with everyone I can. I could have gone home but I managed to stay and ended up receiving some of the best care I have had and did get better. I was not able to trial for lacrosse, or be at home for my birthday or go to any of the planned meals etc but I am now home and will enjoy that.

For now I will continue in the work I am doing to make sure that asthma is taken seriously and awareness raised.

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