Below are some of the posts I wrote when I was having a wee break. For me writing is cathartic and I can make sense of my thoughts but at the time I did not want to share my thoughts.
This weekend however I have had time to think. I am putting all my eggs in one basket with my up and coming clinic visit and in reality not much will change in this appointment so I don’t know why I am putting so much hope on it. I need to give myself the hope and adjust my mindset to improve myself and make myself feel better.