Neurophysiotherapy

If you asked me 4 months ago if I would be under neurology I would have laughed. Through my illness and all my sports I have never needed any neurology input or intensive physio input like I am getting just now.

This physio is so tough and really hard work. Physio previously has been hard work particularly when coming back from injury in sport. There would be a lot of hours put in doing exercises to strength the muscles surrounding the injury and then stabilising the injury and building up from that but this is so different.

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(the gym in the neuro physiotherapy department)

I have had a wide variety of injuries over the years requiring physio input and more often than not it is a 8-12 week recovery. Naively I went in to my first physio appointment thinking that it would be 12 weeks max and I would be back to where I was before. It really didnt sink in until the 2nd physio session that I would be in this for the long haul.

The second physio session I just broke down. It was out of frustration. I was given homework to try and stimulate feeling and sensation in my leg using different textures. I was running through what I had to do when I asked when will the feeling come back. That question is like asking how long is a piece of string. There is no answer. It is doubtful that all the feeling will come back or even if any feeling will come back. When I heard this I just broke down. I was already on the edge when I was going over my home work with the physio as I knew I should be able to feel the glove, towel, and velcro on my skin but I couldn’t. I felt so strange because I know what I should be feeling but I just couldn’t feel it. Im young. Im supposed to be able to feel my leg.

I have managed to balance myself out and know that this is not going to be a quick fix but I am also aware that there might not be a fix. My physio sessions focus on what I can do and how I can get back to being as independent as possible. A lot of the work is making my knee and hip more aware of what my leg is doing rather than my foot doing it because well I cant feel my foot!

It is really hard work. Harder work than I ever thought it would be. I mentally need to keep my head in the game and stay focussed no matter how tough it gets I need to get my independence back and being able to walk semi normally!

I am so grateful for the neurology input and neurology physio I am getting as I know others who have waited a lot longer than I have. I am still waiting for various tests on my nerves which will come in due course.

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